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in time can,t lookup head d,wn eyes on the paper equals letting
alone w/ the sound of words blocking erasing#muting one another
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out—shh—
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midst of all the qu,i,etness of this
room
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as paper
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the question and squint then
continue she /heard/self would not figure a very actual shifting
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getting across
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the other sense that this that
this that this there for recedes
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pronounce,ment, just thank yous
for the absence of dialogue. fall for the absence how much space to the
outbreath friction not mine not
a fiction but in repeating to cough and meshenotmine mine for a long
time numb,
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ness of friction for a long time support against rushing sh,me to keep
on like this just
at the bottom
of the page but across pages across books and screens. now one can be
done. now one can be done. with
this think Aye,m not looking not looking this is a reason reading agains.
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last three days would would to do and say hI